is it the nature of man to want what he cannot have because in the wanting there lacks the responsibility of the having? in the past i have lacked the wanting for it seemed without gain and i was hasty in presuming that control is the peak of human existence. now viewing it anew i see that i have not learned from past mistakes and repeated errors of youth in that i localize and minimize the importance of social constructs assuming that there is nothing to be learned in aspects of them i am disinclined to favor.

now the quiz: what the hell am i talking about? winner gets a prize. a tasty one.

well it has been 2 months since i made an entry so here is the breakdown of how i have spent my time.

school, school, hi kaye, school, summer break, hi timmy, hi marc, hi kathrine, more break, hi timmy, hi brian, hi jordan, more break, school, school, congrats tom and elizabeth, hi to a lot of people, happy 21st to me, school.

well now  i can write useless crap with impunity and you will be caught up and can wrest some type of sense out of my future ramblings.